I live in madness.

 I am and I do not answer.

I see. It's decided for me

a useless effort and disappears

in the life that rules me.


And I pass, still ... My name

has not matched for a long time

with me if you consume

and so often it escapes me.


The coldest weather moves me

from so much drowning crying

in an almost myth to me.


  I live in madness

almost in an inaugurated dream

for a start, my end.

dark bodies and their words.

 Life, its losses and gains, it is

more than perfect inaccuracy, the days that count

when not expected, delay in worry

of your eyes, and of the clouds that fell

faster, that afternoon, the cycle of relationships

to open in and out

of the senses that have nothing to do with circles,

squares, rectangles, in lines

straight and parallel intersecting

hand lines;


the life that brings with it feelings and accidents,

the relentless light of prophecies that never came true

and the meetings we always knew

if they were going to give, even if you never knew

who and where, nor when. this life you take with you

the person who dreamed at dawn hesitation,

under the indecisive light it just shows

the bare walls, with wet stains

in the plaster of memory;


life made by you

dark bodies and their words

Close.

Time and space in managing the diversity of the material level.

 Change is the only constant, the only valid certainty in the 3 dimensions in which we live.


Time and space in managing the diversity of the material level guarantee that this is the case. And contrary to what many believe, change is unpredictable and chaotic, I can now defend with conviction that it may be unpredictable for understanding our limited minds, but it is not chaotic. In fact, if we could see reality through the lens of the Universal Laws, we would be dazzled by the Order and beauty that surrounds us.


The Sacred Free Will sets in motion the individual choices of everyone and the Laws ensure that the creator of the choice takes responsibility for it, most of the time, at another time and place. Laws such as cause and effect, vibration, sex, rhythm ensure that everyone will live justly, reaping their own seeds.


The spiritual perspective, showing the just and divine Order that moves the world both personally and collectively, shows us that guilt, injustice, fear, judgment, victimization have no place and are not applied to the spiritual vision.


It is enough to understand, for example, the Law of Cause and Effect to understand how most people still ignore it and are unable to apply it.


The law of cause and effect says that every action has a consequence. That what circulates comes around. Whatever I plan, I reap. It is also called the Law of Return or the Law of Karma. Just as we throw a stone at a tire, it returns to the source that threw it.


It's not hard to understand, right?


We can then observe, when we look at our lives or the people around us or, even in the news, these two movements: what comes out of everyone and what comes to everyone.


But unlike the earthly mind which is used to call events and happenings, luck and misfortune, justice and injustice in what we see, the Law of Karma defends that everyone receives only what belongs to him. What confuses us is the deformation in time and space. In other words, so-called Divine Justice holds this wheel out in lives and it is not uncommon to be planted in one incarnation only to be reaped in the next incarnation. We are well aware of the phenomenon today: the day we spend water, for example, is not the same day we are charged.


So the challenge is to imagine the infinite choices we have made throughout our lives, which have caused the infinite returns that appear in our lives, at the right time and place according to the Cosmic clock.

To flow just means to trust this process, it is to believe that we will always be prepared to reap the consequences of previous actions and the more open, humble, affectionate and available we are to deal with these karmic remnants, the better we evolve, the more we release them quickly.


Therefore, one of the biggest obstacles in the fluidity of life, or in the source of human pain, is the RESISTANCE to these movements. Ignorance of this Law leads us to reject the return, to judge who represents it, to attack the secular postman, to sacrifice ourselves and to complain about the fruit we have planted ourselves.

Beliefs, ideas, culture, social and family values, control, idealism, ignorance, arrogance, fears, attachments led us to believe that Life is an accumulation of people and material goods in search of a perfect and a stable ideal life. It is only a matter of time before we feel the frustration of this huge illusion.


This constant play of the forces of wanting things to be the way we want them to be, has taken us away from the ability to flow, to trust the movements of life that bring us our karmic successes, to believe that the changes they are subject to are smart , is considered a stepping stone to evolution.

We spend a lot of energy fighting, demanding, controlling, imposing the agenda of our ego, but little or no space to learn, to observe, to allow the agenda of the soul to be fulfilled.


May the month of May bring, with its number 5, less resistance and more spirit of adventure, more openness to change, more availability to listen to the Soul and follow its call.

A gentle sunset was watching me on the road

 Anything peace. maybe only

the way the light focuses

in the volume, which leaves it whole, settled

in the inner gravity of existence.


Anything peace. Or simply,

absence of self, almost lunar,

that lighten the weight. and electricity

of being in the weight to pull.


Ή wind plateau. millennium

sowing meditation

exposing your site to the data


of oblivion. where loneliness,

to weigh himself, almost spoils

the light of the forehead where attention dominates.


when time revolved around the uterus

 and the hands established an innocent continuum with the present

 ignoring the uninhabited essence of the past tense

 and the details of an absent and indefinite time.

 

 later they revealed to me the rivalry of the thumb and

 finger bending mechanism

 and found a missing space in a fist

 where I made sure I could close the future:

 

 he did not know the wonderful and transcendental movement of the stars

 the primordial uninterrupted light

 and leaf circulation

 under the wind that blows where it wants.


So only then did I search for meaning

and the trail is non-returnable for those who walk

by no instinct beyond recognition.

A place of my own or of madness, he was alone.


 I came from I do not know where, I lost the house

of myself, or childhood. He came

when I only saw that I had recovered what I had lost

I used to be in such a place, my dear.


And what I gave up, what ended

silent loneliness hovering in an empty cry,

wide desert seen with false fear,


 everything I have given up keeps me company.

A gentle sunset was watching me on the road

behold, I dawn within me, I'm early again!